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March 2nd, 2005
06:08 pm

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Snow
Blah....I hate snow.....it ruins my life. Stupid German history teacher doesn't cancel class this morning for the load of snow we received until we got down to class.....hmmmm there is a wondeful type of new technology called e-mail. Nah that would have been too nice.....he was sitting at home laughing in his evil voice about us treking through the blizzard to attend his pointless class, but you know if I hadn't have gotten up to go we would have had class and a billion quizzes. I risk my life this morning trying to get downtown from where I live in BFE. Couldn't get my freakin car out of the ice so we took Patrick's with the leather interior and heated seats. Man I heart that kid.....he's the greatest :) Luckily no injuries were acquired driving downtown.....or Konhaus would have been sued lol
I love how I procrastinate.....spent the day at home....what got accomplished?!?! Not much of anything really lol....and I love my pure randomness that comes up sometimes lol
Why am I obsesed with this stalker device known as facebook?!?!? Why??? I do love it and have become completely obsessive with it :) It makes my day :) hehe wow I know I am weird and random....it's part of my adorable charm ;) yeh right lol
Hmmmmm.......nothing much else to discuss except the amazing grilled cheese and spicy chicken and stars soup lol.....why was it spicy you ask? I have no idea :) lol

Current Mood: refreshed
Current Music: softness music coming from amanda's comp

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February 28th, 2005
10:04 am

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You scored as Hot Pink. You are hot pink! You love to flirt and be the center of attention. You are very girly and you tend to let your love life get the best of you.

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Bright Yellow

88%

Hot Pink

88%

Blood Red

88%

Carrot Orange

88%

Royal Violet

88%

Turqoise

75%

Lime Green

63%

Jet Black

38%

Pure White

38%

Gloomy Grey

25%

Which Crayon Color Are Youu??
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February 21st, 2005
09:59 am

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School and Such
Man I haven't updated in forever....I have no excuse. My life is so frustrating right now and I can't stand it! Life just gives me a major headache. Maybe if I learn not to stress everything will come/happen as planned. UGH!
Sitting in the library....should be studying for Chem, but instead I'm sitting here updating....my history teacher needs to learn to use e-mail b/c he cancels class all the time and we don't know about it until be get there....I could have slept in today....my next class is at 1:30 and history was at 9:30
So classes are going good and I'm really really glad I switched majors to something I am actually into. I'm actually doing pretty well in most of my classes too. Pretty good grades :) Yay for me I deserve it from workin my ass off
My apt. is doing great except my closet exploded lol b/c i got mad at it lol....working on cleaning that up but as you know I procrastinate and it is taking me a forever long time :( oh well...I promise it will get done. Unfortunately Michelle is coming back to Sterling next year....she ruins my life lol....oh well I guess I will learn to deal alright with that Next year should be interesting...I hope it brings even more fun
So what has been up since the last update?!?! Well I've been partyin a lot with Dru, Tessa, and all them until recently. My first weekend back up here we went to Dru's for a party which was a lot of fun. It was good to hang out with a lot of people I hadn't been with for awhile. I met Brian and Derek that weekend and that basically changed the rest of my semester....I really heart those boys :) Ericka and I went to Eat'NPark with Dru and Derek and them and that was great....Derek ended up buying my food for me which was really great. Of course they came back in town the next weekend and we all partyed again...Dru, Derek, Tessa and I all had heart-to-hearts at that party b/c there were things that needed to be talked about between all of us....I found a lot out about things and that is basically the night I started crushin on Derek without really meaning to. The next night I ended up with all them again and watched Brian sled down a hill naked.....that kid cracks my shit up.....stayed with Tessa that night after probably getting my car stuck at Dru's b/c I didn't want to attempt to drive....Derek, Tessa, and I fell asleep on the same couch in the most uncomfortable position but it was probably so cute b/c we were all so close. You guessed it...the boys came up the next weekend too and I saw them for a hot minute Sunday night when I went to go see Tess.....man I miss her! The world broke down around us the next weekend when Tess called me to come over and see Derek....Tess loves Derek and I probably should have been a better friend and not have gone for him, but she called me to come and she ok'd the situation with me before anything happened.....but she still got pissed. My night was so random and ended up creating so much drama that has pretty much screwed the rest of my semester. I went to see Derek...we all went to a party for a hot minute....he drove my car...I was going to another party....he left...I went to tell him bye b/c I thought he was going into the Air Force.....we kissed...Tess said she was cool with it and didn't act mad.....came back later to see him and was with him for forever.....pissed Tessa off b/c of being with him. UGH!!! I didn't mean to ruin a friendship over a boy...I really am not that type of person....yes, I love boys and everything to do with them....but I wouldn't risk one of my best friendships over one. Derek came in for Valentine's Day to see me and it made me really happy b/c he and I had gotten really close since the night we kissed. We talked all the time....so seeing him again was perfect b/c I had missed him. He moved to Maryland for a job, but I have barely heard from him and it really hurts me b/c I screwed up a friendship over him and now it is like it was a waste....but maybe not talking to him is for the better.
So we have gotten really close to our neigbor boys. They can be so much fun, but then sometimes they really really hurt my feelings and I can't stand to be around them. Maybe I'm too sensitive....I really think I am! Our first weekend back was a long weekend and it snowed so so so much that Ericka and I got snowed in one night which was really fun b/c it felt like a ski resort and such....we ended up going sledding with the boys....too much fun b/c those guys crack my shit up....Parvez hit some bumps and his hat ended up flying off like in a cartoon....skinny Josh flew off law school hill....it was a great night. We see those boys so much until I basically stopped talking to them recently. We had Ericka a surprise party which was a lot of fun (there are pics on my picture site)...the Friday of the party I spent the evening with the guys b/c we were planning that was a good time with them holding me hostage. Hung out a lot with their friends John and Rob...those are some great guys too. Her party was great with so much alcohol that I picked out b/c girls know best about parties....Amanda, the boys, and I spent the day planning and getting everything together....everything fell through perfectly as expected.......Amanda and I used the day to shop and get everything last minute....then we took Ericka to dinner with Jen and Sara and that was such a great time....I always have fun with those girls b/c they are the greatest. The party was great and I had myself a blast.....we had to steal the boys stop sign back from another party and of course I ran into Jersey and it was great b/c I looked hot as shit in my outfit....ended up changing later into some sweats and a hoodie and hung out with J.J.......it sucks he goes to school so far away b/c me and him get along so well with each other and I really enjoyed spending so much time with him...I took him and his brother home that night but not before busting my ass and slitting my hand on the ice that consumed our parking lot. Other than my Josh I am kind of pissed off by those guys right now b/c of how the act sometime....maybe I'm jealous b/c Ericka is so much closer with them ....but really they don't have to be so rude with me b/c I'm not as close to them and not over there all the time. Oh well...maybe it's good they aren't living at Sterling next year...although they are giving ericka and key which means she won't be there much and I'm only living there again b/c of her so that kind of makes me really mad....we'll just have to see.
I haven't seen Mel and Ashley much this semester and I really miss those girls. They rock my world! We all went out one weekend and it was great....we went to Shooter's and Vice and had the greatest time just dancing and drinking....the next night they attended a party with me to hang out with Keith and that was a lot of fun too even though that was the night that was consumed with so much drama.....this weekend I got to hang out with Mel for a bit which was great b/c I had really missed her. I went to a formal with my gay friend Tristan and after that was over I went to hang out with Mel.....the formal was fun but kind of boring but I love Tristan too death so it was cool. Mel and I attempted to go to Josh and Joey's but there was too much drama in that situation.
Well I guess I better go study so I can do well and not fail my classes :)....I'm trying to be a good little girl you know :) haha yeh right :)

Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: clicking of keys in the library...lol

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09:54 am

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You scored as Cinderella. Your alter ego is Cinderella! You often find yourself doing a lot of housework, but if you are patient, your hard work usually pays off. You are prone to losing things, so dont rush through everything.

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Goofy

75%

Cinderella

75%

Peter Pan

69%

The Beast

63%

Ariel

56%

Donald Duck

56%

Cruella De Ville

50%

Sleeping Beauty

44%

Pinocchio

31%

Snow White

13%

Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?
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January 17th, 2005
01:06 pm

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procrastination
THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:

1. Carissa
2. Cris
3. Ericka's roommate lol (good times)

THREE SCREENNAMES YOU HAVE HAD:

1. Carskate
2. WVUhottie214
3.

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:

1. my weight
2. my attraction to guys
3. i can be a bitch

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:

1. italian
2. indian
3. english

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:

1. being alone
2. losing people i care about
3. dying

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:

1. friends
2. clothes
3. internet

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:

1. roxy hoodie
2. abercrombie tank
3. abercrombie cute lil pj pants :)

THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS:

1. a new relationship
2. staying caught up in school
3. a formal with a gay guy :)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP (LOVE IS A GIVEN):

1. comfort
2. laughter
3. cuddling

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (pick the lie out):

1. i've never had sex
2. i figure skated for 11 years
3. i own too many clothes

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE OPPOSITE SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:

1. smell
2. eyes
3. smile

THREE THINGS YOU JUST CAN'T DO:

1. eat nasty food
2. forget about boys
3. throw up

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:

1. talking lol
2. scrapbooking
3. facebook :)

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REAL BAD RIGHT NOW:

1. leave our apartment....we are snowed in
2. see casey or justin :)
3. sleep

THREE CAREERS YOU ARE CONSIDERING:

1. Public Relations
2.
3.

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:

1. italy
2. hawaii
3. australia

THREE KIDS NAMES:

1. McKenna Hope
2. Preston Thomas
3. Mickaylie Floyd

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:

1. get married to someone I love
2. make lots of money
3. cruise to the meditarranian

THREE FAVORITE PLACES YOU'VE VISITED:

1. Bahamas
2. Alaska
3. Disney World :-)

THREE FAVORITE MUSIC GENRES:

1. ska
2. emo
3. rock


1) Name: Carissa
2) Sex: yes please! lol I mean female
3) Birthday: November 21
4) Height: about 5'2ish
5) Weight: like it to be less
6) Hair color: dark brown
7) Eye color: blue
8) Ethnic background: oh man....mostly italian, english, indian, with some irish, german, and other stuff
9) Birthplace: Charleston, WV
10) Hometown: between Morgantown, WV and Charleston, WV
11) Father's name: Joe
12) Mother's name: Deborah
13) Sibling(s): zip, nope, none...I'm a spoiled only child

Favorites
14) Song: oh man too many lol probably Sunday Morning right now
15) Band: Dashboard Confessional, Maroon 5, John Mayer, Rascal Flatts, Kenny Chesney, so many more lol
16) Actor: Joshua Jackson
17) Actress: Katie Holmes and Reese Witherspoon
18) Movie: The Notebook, Little Women, Newsies, Cinderella
19) Book: Little Women, The Perks of Being a Wallflower
20) Author: don't really have a certain one
21) Clothing brand name: American Eagle, Abercrombie, Express, Hollister
22) Animal: Doggies!!!!
23) Day of the week: Fridays
24) Color: Pink
25) Food: Grilled Cheese :)
26) Class in school: oh man, I'd probably say Jrl 215- It's interesting
27) Store: American Eagle
28) City: New York, New York
29) Country: oh man, probably Italy
30) Vacation spot: love cruises or Myrtle Beach
31) Sport: Football
32) Game: my new found love of Twister lol
33) Car: VW Jetta
34) Internet site: thefacebook.com lol
35) Ice cream flavor: Chocolate Chip Cookie Dough
36) Season: Fall
37) Month: October
38) Holiday: Christmas
39) Flower: rose
40) Cartoon: Cinderella and then Piglet
41) TV show: Dawson's Creek and The OC
42) Fictional character: Joey Potter
43) Perfume/cologne: Very Sexy for Her
44) Hobby: Scrapbooking
45) Snack: Chips and salsa
46) Pets: Doggie
47) Quote: Your only as strong as the shots you take, the bars you dance on, and the FRIENDS you hold onto
48) Word: precious lol

Either/Or

49) Hot or cold: hot
50) Sweet or sour: sweet
51) Spicy or not spicy: spicy
52) Fast or slow: fast
53) Black or white: black
54) Half-full or half-empty: half full
55) Long or short: long
56) More or less: more
57) Soft or hard: soft
58) Rough or smooth: smooth
59) Air, land or sea: sea
60) Light or dark: dark
61) Straight or curly: straight
62) Straight or curvy: curvy
63) Large or small: small
64) Fat or thin: thin
65) E-mail or letter: letter
66) Phone or instant message: instant message
67) Day or night: night
68) Breakfast, lunch or dinner: dinner
69) Past, present or future: present
70) Radio or CD: CD
71) MTV or VH1: MTV
72) Brush or comb: brush
73) Slide, see-saw or swings: swings
74) Doing or watching: watching
75) Mind or body: mind
76) Consciousness, subconsciousness or unconsciousness: consciousness
77) Feet or hands: hands
78) Water or juice: juice
79) Ocean or pool: Ocean
80) Treadmill or road: treadmill
81) Speaker-phone or hand-held: hand held
82) AIM or ICQ: AIM
83) Rain or shine: shine
84) Cat or dog: dog
85) Innie or outie: innie
86) Inside or outside: outside
87) High or low: high
88) Closet or dresser-drawers: Closet
89) Bed frame or only mattress: only mattress
90) Silver or gold: silver

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Love/Sex
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92) Are you in love?: no
93) Are you in a relationship?: no
96) Do you have a crush?: no I ever not lol
97) Do you enjoy being in love/having a crush?: obviously yes! lol
103) Is there a difference between a crush and being in love?: yes!
104) Do you believe in love at first sight?: lust at first sight lol
105) Do you believe in true love?: yes!
106) Can long-distance relationships work?: if you work hard enough, but not usually
107) Have you ever had a long-distance relationship?: tried...guess what didn't work
108) What of online relationships?: if you can't see the person then it definitely can't work, so stupid
109) Have you ever been married?: no
110) Have you ever been divorced?: no
111) Have you ever been in love?: yes
112) If so, how many times?: probably fully 2 or 3, one is debatable
114) Have you fallen in love in the past and regretted it?: no
120) Have you ever been jealous of a friend for their boy/girlfriend?: no
121) Have you ever been jealous of your boy/girlfriend's "close" friend(s)?: yes
122) Have you ever been jealous of your boy/girlfriend's ex-?: not really
123) Have you ever gotten back together with an ex-?: oh my gosh! I am the world's worst for doing that
124) Have you ever gotten together with a friend's ex-?: kind of
125) Have you ever had a crush on a teacher?: nope
126) Have you ever been in love with someone so much that you've cried over them?: yes
127) What's the most affection you deem appropriate for public?: little peck on the lips
130) Do you keep a picture of your beloved somewhere?: all of them
131) Would you (honestly) sacrifice your life for your beloved?: i really don't think so
136) Have you ever dumped someone?: yes
137) Have you ever been dumped?: what goes around comes around lol
138) Have you ever had your heart broken?: most definitely, more than once
139) Are you (honestly) afraid of commitment?: yes
140) Are you attracted to people with accents?: to an extent...not too much of one
142) Do you have a memento from a previous relationship?: i keep all of them

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Miscellaneous
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144) Do you enjoy living in your town?: basically
145) Do you smoke?: sometimes
146) Do you drink?: hello, I live in Morgantown, WV 1% of all alcohol is consumed here
147) How often do you shower?: once a day
148) Do people you live with complain about the water bill because of the lengths of your showers?: sometimes when I come homehome my dad does
149) Do you trust others easily?: sometimes too, sometimes not at all
150) Have you ever lied to a friend?: yeah
151) Are you trustworthy?: very much so, if I like you lol
152) Are you anyone's secret-keeper?: yes
153) Are you a daredevil?: sometimes
154) Have/would you skydive?: no and I wouldn't
155) Have/would you bungee jump?: nope, but i would
156) Have/would you play "Chicken"?: no and i wouldn't
157) If granted one wish, what would it be?: to keep everyone I love forever
158) Do you like to dance? sometimes
159) Which do you prefer -- slow or fast dancing?: fast
160) Do you like to swim?: yeh
161) Do you make friends easily?: pretty much
162) If so, where do you most often make friends?: through other friends
163) Do you color your hair?: most definitely, it is not naturally dark lol
164) Do you wear makeup?: all the time!
165) Are you a person who lies a lot?: not really
166) What religion do you practice, if any?: christianity, methodist
167) Do you like high heels?: love them
169) Do you like to travel?: yeah
170) Granted you are American, have you ever been out of the states?: yeah
171) Do you own any pets?: 2
172) Do you have a cell phone/pager?: a cell phone.
173) Do like amusement parks?: love them!
174) If so, what is your favorite park? Cedar Point
175) Do you collect anything? dolls, clothes lol, scrapbook stuff, i collect a lot
176) Do you enjoy having your picture taken?: I love pictures.....memories!
177) Do you keep your room/apartment/dorm clean?: if i have time and don't procrastinate
178) Do you get annoyed easily?: yes!!!!
179) Would you consider yourself a depressed person?: not really
180) Have you ever been to a concert?: too many lol
181) If so, who/what did you see?: Rascal Flatts, Kenny Chesney, Uncle Kracker, John Mayer, Guster, Punchline, Reba, Garth Brooks, Lee Roy Parnell, Alabama, Vince Gill, Shania Twain, 'Nsync, 98 Degress, oh so many I can't remember them all
182) Have you ever performed in public?: yes
183) Do you have any piercings?: 2 in the ears and 2 in my left cartilage
184) Do you have any tattoos?: nope, a little scared of something that permanent
185) Do you dream often?: yes, a lot
186) Do you frequently daydream?: yes
187) Do you have a job?: in Charleston, yes ....up here, kind of
188) What was your first job?: Babysitting all the time lol
189) Do you have any health problems?: a few, no big deal
190) Are you a vegetarian?: use to be
191) Have you ever been in a crash?: i wouldn't consider it a crash, but a wreak yes
192) Have you ever had a near-death experience?: nope
193) Have you ever won anything?: actually a lot, skating stuff, band stuff, academic stuff
194) Do you play a musical instrument?: piano, flute, and piccolo
195) Have you ever had someone close to you die?: yes, too many :(
196) Have you ever broken a bone?: yes
197) Have you ever had stitches?: nope
198) Do you have any scars?: oh my i have a lot of scars from various things, most from skating
199) Have you ever had major surgery?: yes
200) What is your earliest memory?: I don't really know probably just with family
201) Have you ever gotten in a physical fight?: no
202) What is your dream job?: big public relations person!!!!
203) Do you plan on having kids?: yes
204) What do you like to do in your spare time? hang out with my friends! I heart them!
205) Have you met/do you know anyone famous?: yes
206) Do you wear a watch? not usually
207) Have you ever baby-sat?: all the time :)
208) In what position do you sleep?: I toss a lot
209) Have you ever fallen asleep on someone else's bed?: eh yeh!
210) Have you ever fallen asleep on someone else?: yes
211) Are you an emotional person? very emotional!
212) Do you cry?: yes
213) Do you have a pen-pal?: no
214) If so, how long have you been communicating?: ....
215) Do you have friends in other parts of the world? yes
216) Have you ever gotten in trouble with the police?: nope
217) Have you ever committed a felony?: nope
218) Do you believe in fate?: yes, but it can only take you so far
219) Have you ever been skinny-dipping?: yes
220) Do you believe in yourself?: sometimes
221) What kind of posters do you have on your walls?: Dashboard, and many cute ones....you'd have to see
222) What is the background on your computer screen of?: me and ericka
223) What languages do you know?: english and five forced years of spanish
224) Have you ever visited another country?: yes
225) Have you ever needed to call 911?: yes
226) Do you have a sweet-tooth?: sometimes
227) What restaurant do you enjoy going to the most?: use to be Fazios but up here it's Oliverio's
228) Have you ever ridden a motorcycle?: yes
229) Do you own a motorcycle, and if so, what kind?: nope
230) Have you ever committed a misdemeanor?: no
231) Do you consider yourself organized?: use to, but sometimes
232) Have you ever fainted?: yes
233) Do you wear a watch?: already did this....not usually
234) Do you wear any jewelry?: yes
235) Did you enjoy climbing trees when you were younger?: no, I was such a girl
236) Have you ever driven through a cornfield?: nope
237) Do you have pictures around the frame of your mirror?: yes
238) Has an airline ever lost your luggage?: for a few minutes lol
239) Do you read the comics?: nope
240) Do you read the opinion page?: nope
241) Do you read the sports section?: nope
242) Do you spend money more than you save it?: yes
244) Do you believe in aliens?: no
245) Do you believe in God, the Devil, heaven or hell?: most definitely!
246) Do you believe in reincarnation?: i don't really know
247) If so, what/who do you think you were in your past life?: ?
248) What period in history are you most intrigued by?; 20s and 40s
249) Are there any people you can trust with your life? yes!
250) If you died now, could you leave happily? I'm not entirely sure
251) The survey is over! Are you still breathing?: procrastinating is bad!

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January 10th, 2005
11:29 pm

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Feels Good to Be Home
Back in Mo-town....it sure feels good to be home. Not that this is really home but it sure is starting to feel like it now days. I am here so much and all my stuff is here. When I go home it is like a super long trip. But as soon as I decide I like it up here I start to miss certain things about back home. Life as a college student living sucks. lol oh well.....my point is I'm back in Morgantown and I really really missed it a lot.
Got my grades....decided 19 hours is way too much. Couldn't handle it apparently lol....honestly I didn't do all that bad...I just didn't do great. Stressful!
Christmas was amazing. My fam got me the best gifts ever lol It was really good to see my whole family for the whole Christmas dinner at my house. I didn't get a whole lot done while I was home b/c I worked so much. Not that I minded the work...fixing bras and pretty panties isn't bad all day lol....Victoria's Secret was killer lol....really glad I chose to work there though b/c I had a lot of fun. Nothing really productive happened over the break. Got to see Rusty which was really good b/c he has been in the Air Force over a year and I really enjoyed just getting to talk to him again (not over the phone). I feel really bad though b/c I blew Paul off during the break. I wasn't trying to be mean but I had a lot of really mixed emotions over the whole situation. But anyways...don't have a lot to say other than Christmas was good and break was good but it's good to be back and I missed everyone

Current Mood: content
Current Music: Toby Keith Greatest Hits 2

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Dag gone! Thanks guys! I was bored!
A is for age: 20

B is for brand of clothes: AE, Abercrombie, Hollister, Express

C is for career: Public Relations Major for now

D is for dad's name: Joe

E is for essential item to bring to a party: Cell

F is for favorite song at this moment: Daughters-John Mayer

G is for girlfriend: My girls

H is for hometown: Charleston, WV

I is for instruments you play: Flute, Piccolo, Piano

J is for jam or jelly you like: most of them--best is Grape

K is for kids: someday- I'd like to have 3

L is for living arrangement: My lovely apartement @ Sterling

M is for mom's name: Deborah

N is for name of your best friend: can't pick just one

O is for overnight hospital stays: oh man--none this year though

P is for phobia(s): spiders

Q is for quote you like: "When one door closes another opens, but we often look so long and regretly at the one which has closed that we do not see the one that has opened for us."

R is for relationship that lasted the longest: almost 2 years

S is for school you attend: West Virginia University

T is for time you wake up: depends on the day

U is for unique trait: i can flip my feet backwards (my hips pop out)

V is for vegetable you love: do pickles count?

W is for worst habit: talking about boys, thinking about boys....everything i do about boys lol

X is for x-rays you've had: oh I've had too many to count

Y is for yummy food you make: everything I make is yummy except for my uncooked rice

Z is for zodiac sign: cusp-Scorpio and Sagg

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love stealing these things
1. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?
too much haha ;) we'll leave it at that

2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
I didn't have one for last year
This year-lose weight

3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
i really don't think so

4. Did anyone close to you die?
Uncle George, Greg, Caroline

5. What countries did you visit?
None

6. What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?
Someone to get really close to of the opposite sex....relationship or just really close friendship

7. What date from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
Jan. 18-Blind Date and first night I met someone special lol
Jan. 22-First group effort between me, Amanda, and Ericka
March 23-Uncle George died
March 27-his funeral
June 4-Greg's funeral
June 20somethings-Florida time :)
July 24-Rascal Flatts/Kenny Chesney concert
October 12 and 13-Eye problem and Alcohol citation
October 30-Halloween party
Nov 21-My b-day celebration
Dec. 9-Casey hehe
Also all the good nights with friends (all you guys count) and family.

8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
haha ;)

9. What was your biggest failure?
History 152

10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Omg! My eye....severe pain

11. What was the best thing you bought?
not really sure.....

12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
Myself and most of my friends lol

13. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Tim

14. Where did most of your money go?
clothes and food

15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
my birthday
going out with everyone
i finally won the bet

16. What songs will always remind you of 2004?
LaLa-Ashlee Simpson
Daughters-John Mayer
I Touch Myself


17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? happier
ii. thinner or fatter? about the same...wish i was thinner
iii. richer or poorer? poorer

18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
hahahahaha :)

19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
blowing people off

20. How will you be spending Christmas/Hanukah?
with my family like always

21. What was the most embarrassing thing that happened to you in 2004?
so many lol

22. Did you fall in love in 2004?
paritally

23. How many one-night stands?
none

24. What was your favorite TV program?
Laguna Beach, The OC

25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
hmmmm....all my cap high boys I use to be close too...how sad b/c I have so many memories

26. What was the best book you read?
none this year.....I have so many old favorite books

27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
Ryan Caberra

28. What did you want and got?
oh my.....just refer to one of my dates....:)

29. What did you want and not get?
a good boy to fall in love with

30. What were your favorite films of this year?
this year? oh my I have no idea....oh wait....The Notebook!

31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
20-I partied it up in Mo-town with a group of friends...it was the greatest
then I had Mel come home with me for the break and we went to dinner with the fam

32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
nothing really....maybe living on my own

33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?
AE, Abercrombie, Hollister.....nough said

34. What kept you sane?
Amanda, Ericka, Mel, basically all my girls

35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
no one really....some people say Ashlee Simpson...but not really

36. What political issue stirred you the most?
yeh I hate politics........

37. Who did you miss?
my family when I'm here....Betsey

38. Who was the best new person you met?
Ashley, Justin, Tessa(awww-Tessa I almost forgot that was this year)

39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:
Live life to the fullest!!!

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A feel good quiz by cerulean_dreams
your name is...
your eyesare dazzling
your hairis magnificent
your smileoutshines the sun
your bodyis to die for
your hugsare caring and addicting
your kissis stunning
your loveis not given likely
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are you...
( ) in love
(x) wearing pants
(x) wearing a shirt
(x) wearing a bra
(x) wearing a thong
( ) wearing boxers
( ) a victim
(x) single
( ) taken
( ) weird
( ) awesome
(x) prep
( ) goth
( ) punk
(x) lonely
(x) tired
( ) black
(x) white
( ) tan, bitches.
( ) tired of labels

do you...
(x) like to cry (sometimes)
( ) eat ramen noodles
( ) love school
( ) love dorks
( ) love me (Do I know you?)
(x) love your LJ (*sigh*)
(x) kick ass
(x) like shirley temples
( ) worship someone
( ) have a girlfriend
( ) have a boyfriend
( ) love your girlfriend/boyfriend
( ) tell your girlfriend/boyfriend you love them
( ) think you're going to break up with girlfriend/boyfriend in the future
(x) secretly hate them-men Boys are smelly...throw rocks at them!
(x) own a thong
(x) sing in the shower
( ) hate bush
( ) hate kerry
( ) hate america
( ) hate where you live
( ) love bush
( ) love kerry
(x) love america
(x) not care about politics (haha....this is perfect for me lol)

have you ever..
( ) started a fire
(x) told someone you loved them
(x) told someone you hated them
( ) been in a taxi
(x) been to NYC
(x) been on a train
(x) been on an airplane
(x) left the country
(x) lied to someone you love (Haven't we all?)
( ) wanted to die
(x) felt everything was perfect
(x) kissed someone of the opposite sex
( ) kissed someone of the same sex
( ) had a crush on someone of the same sex
(x) regretted kissing someone (Welcome to college life! lol)
(x) been in love
(x) talked back
(x) taken a dance class
(x) went somewhere via subway
(x) went somewhere via horse
(x) went somewhere via monorail
( ) went somewhere via scooter
( ) snuck out
( ) gotten caught sneaking out
(x) been walked in on (in so many ways lol...)
(x) hated someone
( ) been in a fist fight
(x) broken a bone
(x) got surgery
(x) been made fun of (honestly who hasn't)
( ) kicked someone’s ass
( ) literally kicked someone’s ass
(x) wished you were someone else
(x) cried because you were happy
( ) made a layout
( ) been rejected from a community
(x) been rejected from a clique (b/c of accepting someone else)
( ) failed a class
(x) tripped and fell on your face
(x) tripped and fell on your ass
(x) lost something important
(x) lost someone important
(x) seen something you shouldn't have

who is...
your favorite person? always changing
your favorite band? Dashboard Confessional
your idol? idol....don't really have one...maybe my mommy
the last person you saw? Ericka
the last person you kissed? ahhh Paul.....oh my
the last person you hugged? i don't know....just got back to school so I've hugged a lot lately
the last person you called? lets check the phone....that would be Derek
the last person you held hands with? thinking that would be Paul again
standing behind you? i hope no one is standing behind me
the best person ever? can't answer that....too hard
your boyfriend/girlfriend? oh my...Cody
the last person who annoyed you? honestly....Paul

currents
what are you wearing? - AE Jeans, White AE tank, AE T that says "Excuse my Frenc", Brown Uggs, Vicky's bra, tie-on thongs
what does your hair look like? it's brown now lol....it's pulled half up
eating anything? Nope
drinking? Nope
current music? - Toby Keith....yup I'm a country girl at heart
talking to anyone? nope
what are you doing? putting off cleaning my room

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December 16th, 2004
10:33 pm

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Christmas is soon!
I can't believe Christmas is so soon. I'm so not prepared, but yet I am....it's really weird....I just can't explain. Ericka, Amanda, and I had roomie Christmas tonight. It was a good time. We had 3 courses, presents, and stockings. Roomie Christmas was so cute!!!! It really made me feel so grown up....even though I know I'm not. The only bad part about Christmas is I leave everyone behind. I know....you're saying it's only 3 weeks and those 3 weeks will fly by and then I'll miss home and stuff, but when I leave my friends 3 weeks feels like forever. And it's really cool because I actually feel like I have a close circle of friends who actually accept me for who I am and they don't care how stupid I get. Like my girls always make fun of me for stuff, but I know if they didn't love me to death they wouldn't do it. It's a different type of making fun of me than it was in high school....this isn't petty mean stuff. I just can't explain how great all my friends are and how much I love them with all of my heart.
Last Thursday, I saw my guy from last year I talked about last entry. It was amazing!!!!!!! I forgot how much I cared about that kid. I think I truly proved that to him this past week, but I'm not rushing into anything b/c I know when the right person comes along I will know it. He could potentially be the right person, but I will see with time if it is meant to work out. But summing up Thursday...I really can't :) It was just overall great! :)
Friday was another night at Jen's hehe I love those people. And I ask myself why am I not from Beckley. We had a great night with great friends and good times had by all. We played some games and then played Twister...I can't wait to get these pics back. So I think I might be going to Beckley for New Year's to hang with my buds from there b/c New Year's at home has gotten lonely the past few years. Anyways....Beckley people are the shit! lol
Saturday was Dawn's surprise going away party. Awww....I miss that girl! I went early to "help" Megan get everything together for the party. It was fun and I got to hang out with a lot of cool people. Justin Lilly came that night and brought Josh Evans....in my state I jumped all over Josh but he was such a good sport and just dealt with the whole situation so well. What a sweetheart he is! I met this guy I'd been talking to that night too. He was awesome and I really like "hanging out" :) and his roommate was even pretty cute. I don't know these guys but they seemed awesome and I'd really like to get to know them and have potential friends/boy toys lol I love meeting new people because it's really cool to have a large group of different friends to hang out with.
This past week has been stressful with finals and all, but I really like finals week because of the no real class thing lol. I got to chill a lot with people and just hang out. It was a grand time! My classes weren't all bad. I got decent grades I'm just scared about english and history. Why did I get the hardedst teachers for these classes ever? Can I not get lucky and have easy classes? Oh well! They are finally over with now. I had dinner with Jen (Pittsburgh) and gave everyone their gifts which were all great :) I also had girls time with all my girls and I don't know I really love everyone right now lol Yes there are shady people around me but I try to look past that and ignore the fact. :) Oh well Christmas is soon and life is good.

Current Mood: bouncy
Current Music: variety from Amanda's computer

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December 8th, 2004
12:07 am

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Long Time, Long Morgantown Nights
Oh my gosh! It has been too long for me to go without updating. My last entry I was pretty pissed off but things have gotten much better here in Mo-town. Let me go back to close to the begining of November.
The day after I updated Mel and I went to the Brew Pub (got in somehow :) ). We had some of the best cosmos ever. Girl bonding time was too much fun....plus shady boy called a bunch that night :). The next day was the Boston College game which was fun because my parents and uncles came in and we all tailgated and had great Taco soup that my mom made. I heart my family so much b/c they are the coolest....ask the girls. The girls and I ate mexican that night and boy it was good. Then we were supposed to have girls night in, but I kind of blew that b/c I went on a liquor run with shady and he ended up hanging out with me most of the night. I must admit this was good fun, but he ended up turning out to be real shady. He talked out his ass when he and I hung out and I really hate people who do that.
Mel and I have been going to church up here and I really like it. I feel really far from religion and I really can't have that at this point in my life. I'm so glad I've found a friend like her that will do things like that with me. She went home with me for my birthday and we had too much fun. We permenantly dyed my hair, shopped so much, went to church, had great food, and just had a really fun time. I got to take her home and spend the night with her and meg and we had a blast in little Davis. I heart you girl....thanks for being so so so awesome!
The next week was pretty uneventful except for my birthday celebration. We went to Pulse with a huge group for my b-day. It was awesome! Mel made be a cake and we pregamed at J. Sutphin's and Mel's prior to going out to the bar. Once we got in line at the bar things were hilarious....lol. If you really wanna hear all about it you should ask me b/c it's pretty funny. Anyways, point is I cried my entire b-day celebration over my ex, Cody. He came with his gf and for some reason i was really emotional. I had such a good time, but I cried the entire night. Everyone who came out with or for me....thanks it was the best b-day yet.
Thanksgiving break was fun. I did a lot of shopping and hanging out with family. Sometimes my family cracks my shit up with things they do. All in all Thanksgiving was really nice and relaxing and I loved it.
This past week was great! Great people, great times. I watched the OC on Thursday at Mel's and ended up staying there. Luckily I didn't have classes Friday. Friday I went to dinner with the girls (aka Tessa, Sara, Jen, me and Ericka- confusing b/c i have like so many groups). We ended up going Jen's and hanging out with a great crowd and having a blast. Fun times fun times. Saturday was Dawn's party....I'm going to miss her so much. It was such a great time. So many people so much fun. Nick picked up a giant wooden leaf and I can't explain how funny he was with it and I ended up getting spanked with it during pong. Ended up crushing on my pong partner ;) lol good times had by all. Humanities boy was there and I really wish he had stayed longer.
Found out Sunday the guy I was semi talking to is back with his ex....I have all the luck. But he is kind of shady and doesn't come through with things so maybe it's better. The guy I was with last year just broke up with his gf and I really hope he and I get things worked out b/c that would be key. Made out with an unnamed ex this week and loved it....just wanted to see if I could make it happen. Boys crack my shit up....i can't take it
Christmas is soon and I'm really excited. A lot of things can happen over break that decide on everything for my next semester. Life is going to be realaxing and confusing and exciting lol. I'm excited for that. Glad to catch up.....byes

Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: John Mayer

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December 1st, 2004
09:41 pm

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November 28th, 2004
07:57 pm

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Take the quiz: "What Kinda Kiss R U?"

Romantic Kiss
Lying in bed after making love and just doing whatever.

Take the quiz: "Which American City Are You?"

Las Vegas
You Shine bright and partake in all the vices. You'd rather burn out then fade away.

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November 16th, 2004
06:06 pm

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FUFU BERRY
You are FUFUBERRY SODA!
You are proud to be the everyday pink loving girl.
You find yourself to be a cutie and wouldn't
you know that others think the exact same about
you?


WHICH JONES SODA ARE YOU?!?!
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November 12th, 2004
04:54 pm

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November 11th, 2004
08:42 pm

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Thoughts
You know how you always think there is that one person who will stick by you through everything b/c you have been with them through everything. Well this year I found out this wasn't true. I completely feel my best friend who I've been through a lot with has completely ditched me for her friends and boyfriend and when I confront her about it she trys to turn it on me. ON ME!!!!! It is definitely not me. Maybe I haven't been as tight with her but I all began last year when I got ditched for the boyfriend. Don't get me wrong....I hope I find a love like that and he really is a nice guy. I just hope I hang out with my friends b/c I don't want to ditch them and not have them when that person is gone. I experienced that in junior high and it sucks b/c then you have no one and you have to build it all up again. I think in my head maybe I'm jealous...but that's not it b/c when I got with a guy I didn't ditch my friends or whatever....I tried to include them and it was cool. And now I'm not even gonna live with them b/c they want to live where we live again and I just can't take that. But I feel like I'm ditching them and I'm not trying to be a bitch I'm just trying to make myself happy. I wish things weren't ending up the way they have this year b/c it sucks real bad. It is later now and she and I have talked about the whole situation. I feel a little better, but it's still not great. I guess I'm gonna live with these girls again b/c I really don't know what else to do b/c I don't want to leave one and I don't want to live with someone else and screw up a friendship b/c I can't live with them. It's so hard to find someone you can live with and get a long but I dunno. Plus on top of all this boys confuse me. I really like this one guy but he is playing so hard to get and admitting that to me. He swears he likes me and wants to "talk" and get to know each other better, but I feel like I'm making most of the moves. He told me he liked the way I'd been acting but it stresses me out. Boys are stupid, throw rocks at them lol.

Current Mood: confused
Current Music: Tim McGraw

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November 8th, 2004
02:49 pm

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It's getting cold!
Ahhhh!!! Why is it so cold??!!? I really don't remember it getting this cold in November last year. It probably did, but I just don't really remember. And I think I'm getting sick b/c of the cold...darn you cold weathe...but maybe that should teach me to dress warmer. lol I re-dyed my hair again,but it has already faded. I think I'm really starting to like my hair dark. I'm definitely pretty sure it attracts the guys a lot more...lol I had two tests last week and they were both so hard. I can't believe how much harder these last two were. I helped dye Tessa's hair dark again this week and it was a grand time....I think J. Sutphin and I did a good job :). Friday night I went out with Mel and Ashley. A lot of people were suppose to go but it ended up us and Mel's friend. We had a good time and I'm really glad I went. Honestly, it really boosted my self-esteem except I bruised 3 toes lol. I stayed at Mel's that night and went to the game on Saturday...I was so tired and bored and just wasn't into the game lol. The perk was i got to be around a lot of people I hadn't seen for awhile. Saturday night i took bre and jen out for the evening. One sucky part..i didn't get to see waylon....:( I really wanted to lol. So I drove and we ended up on beverly. It was a grand time lol. that's about it.....it's almost my b-day....be excited.

Current Mood: working
Current Music: Thursday

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November 2nd, 2004
08:13 pm

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Happy Halloween!
I'm getting good at this shit of updating...lol. This past week has been pretty fun and eventful. I dyed my hair dark on Wednesday....it was roommate bonding time :). I heart my hair so so much. Thanks Tessa for doing such a great job. Thursday night I hung out with Emily and Laura and it was really really good to talk to them and hang out. We ended up chillin over at their house and I really enjoyed it. Friday I went out with Mel and Ashley to a party on Gilmore...Emily's bf Jordan's party. So I met this guy lol Damien and he was real chill until I found out he had an illegite kid in Cali. I was like "WTF"!?!? Oh well.....then I met Ashley's brother Adam and he partied with us on Saturday at Josh and Joey's. Friday Mel, Ash, and I went as Charlies' Angels (Mel wore cat ears, i wore a bowtie, and ash wore a tail) We were too cute. Saturday I went as a french maid. Halloween weekend has been so great. Now I really miss Cody and I think I'm stuck in such a rut b/c I just can't be happy anymore. Nothing at all makes me happy and I long to get out of this feeling b/c I've been like this before and I don't know what to do.

Current Mood: depressed
Current Music: Dashboard

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October 24th, 2004
05:29 pm

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Going Downhill
And yet again a long time between updates. I feel like I don't have enough time for everything and everybody and it sucks. Ever since my last update I've been trying to do stuff with all the people I "love too death." It hasn't all been successful but most of it has. Some of my friends are the greatest.....I heart them so so so much! That last time I updated I went to a party with Traci that weekend and it was a great time....I heart that girl so so much b/c she is so kick ass and chill. Then I went to Fright Farm with J. Sutphin and Sara Dillon on Saturday. It def. wasn't as good this year, but it was still a fun time. We got home pretty early and us girls went out, but I ended up picking up my friend Mike who was in town to come chill with me. It was a chill time, but I discovered a shit-load of stuff about myself.
The next week I had a lot of tests and stuff due. So it pretty much sucked but it was eventful. That Tuesday I had my eye flushed out because something go into it. It was definately one of the most painful experiences I've ever had, but yet it was so so so funny. My apartment got in a lot of trouble but that's ok shit worked itself out in the end but it still sucked so much. Wednesday I went for a walk in the rain with Cody and I feel head over heels for that boy in one night...more about that later. I went home for the weekend with Kate and Cody and got stuck in traffic. It was good to be home for a wedding and I got to see Cody so much that weekend and became completely attached. Tracey's wedding was so beautiful...I can't wait to get married and everything.
This past week made me even more attached to Cody, but I guess my intentions weren't all great. My week was pretty chill except Cody ended up cheating on me. But a really good friend/ex/whatever you would call him made me feel so much better about everything! I heart you and thanks for proving a lot to me. Thursday was the game and it was a good time even though I was pretty bored. Friday was a chill day for me but I really like it a lot. I was supposed to go to my friend's party but I didn't. And yesterday I went to Cedar Point with RHA. It was a really long day but I had so much fun b/c it got my mind off of a lot of stuff.
I dunno if I brought up the boy at the beginning of the year that I kissed but he had a gf, well that was Cody. Needless to say, he and his gf broke up, but not b/c of me, b/c of him liking his RA (one of my best friends). Well they didn't work out which gave me time to move in lol j/k I didn't mean for it to happen like that. But he was having a hard time and I was supposed to get him off her back....well I did and it worked better than I had expected. The 13th he and I ended up going for a walk together in the rain which I think is so sweet and precious and great and I could go on and on. He and I ended up chilling the whole night and I def. fell hard for that boy. I took him home with me for the weekend and just being with him in the car and hanging out with at home. "Take my breath away!" It's retarded how I fell for that boy so easily and then I find out a week later that he cheated on me. He made a lot of excuses, but none of them made since and I wish he would have just admitted to not liking me like I liked him apparently he thinks he did.....oh well life goes on......:(

Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: John Mayer

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October 18th, 2004
01:48 pm

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You are the most important person in his life. He would do anything to see you smile. Actually, he would be the PERFECT boyfriend. Always getting lost in your eyes, always treating you
You are the most important person in his life. He
would do anything to see you smile. Actually,
he would be the PERFECT boyfriend. Always
getting lost in your eyes, always treating you
like a princes and always saying a joke to make
you laugh your head off while he smiles at your
hysteric laughter. Yup, he is the person you
were destined to fall in love with.


What kind of boyfriend would you have?(with pics and obviously for girls^^)
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